Aquarius Moon. She is me, the me that prefers to share what is on her mind than to conceal it. She is my heart. The beautiful wounded imperfection.
Aquarius Moon enjoys flying high into her imagination. A daydreamer. Wanting to explore the vast creative world of her mind. A freedom that reality doesn’t always provide.
Stories are influenced by desires, events and actual dreams. They play like movies in her mind. The characters, unrecognized from those that she has met, come to life where she can almost touch, feel and hear them. Their lives a drama unwinding before her in her dreams.
These different movies in her mind have been playing since a child, but it wasn’t until more recently that she shared them with others. She had not realized she held the skill to. Writing had been erased as an option, because it was viewed as a weakness by herself and others.
It wasn’t until the pandemic when life was turned upside down, that awareness of what truly mattered came to light. The world had become a giant shit show and probably wasn’t going to get any better. Life was too short not to live and enjoy.
A bucket list was made and within the list contained items that she wanted to try but was always to afraid, shamed or self-conscious to. One of those items was starting a blog. Voicing her opinion and showcasing her vulnerabilities terrified her. Being judged, disliked or even hated made her body coil and cringe. However, at the time of this decision she had been dealing with a lot of personal issues that needed to be set free. She desired more than the fear to help other people feel less alone. She wanted to feel less alone.
Writing set her free. Aquarius Moon soared out of the ashes.
What started as diary entries and purges became something more. Other authors recognized something in her voice that could be turned into song. They encouraged her to try fiction, to write erotica. A challenge. A very enjoyable challenge that she had no idea she was capable of producing coherent publish worthy results that others actually read and enjoyed.
It’s still mind-blowing.
Aquarius Moon. The me that now writes for the pure enjoyment of it. Who enjoys the challenge of trying to share the movies in my mind with you. Who loves the challenge of putting those images into words, to have you see and feel exactly what I do. To provoke a pleasurable response and free you from reality for a brief moment. To let you float in freedom and pleasure.